Dear Jacob.

Hello sweet boy,

You are two now baby, TWO! Where has time gone? And where has my little baby gone? What a lovely big boy you are now. So handsome and grown up. So chatty and full of life & laughter. You make my world undeniably chaotic but god I wouldn't change it for the world. Mummy is working again now so I don't get to do bed time as much anymore, I really miss seeing that dodgy post bath comb over and reading you your stories especially How To Hide A Lion! ...but I've noticed a slight difference in our daytimes together, I think we appreciate each other more, we play more and laugh more and sing silly songs & dance! We are not as robotic in a lets just get us through the day mode! Yes, I'll still tell you off for drinking from the dog bowl, and yes after the third time of you going into the fridge and cracking an egg on the floor, I may have been a taaaad on the cross side, BUT I appreciate you so so so much. I'm looking into your pre school baby, how's Little Ealing sound? Leo goes there and we all know how cool & brilliant Leo is?! I have to put you on the register now otherwise we'll miss it.

I don't know what I'm going to do with my self when your at nursery? You'll be having a brilliant time, drawing and playing and meeting lots of new friends, and Mummy will be at work, thinking of you and remembering the beautiful 2/3 years we had on our own, just us two (and brilliant daddy evenings and weekends!)

I love you so much my brilliant, gorgeous boy. You cupped your two little hands in my face and planted a huge smacker on my lips this afternoon, and then afterwards you said I love you mummy. That was one of the most special moments of my life. Thank you for making my life complete Jacob. They say we made you, but actually it's you who's made me.

I want you to keep doing silly impressions, keep dancing like nobodies watching, keep insisting that you wear your dinosaur pants sans nappy, even though your not potty trained yet! And most importantly keep learning and growing because I couldn't be any more prouder of the wonderful person you are!

Love you Doodles xxxxx